jealous

have you ever feel jealous and joy in the same time to a person you never know before??
well just did...i opened one of blog in wordpress

guess what i found? blog of an asian girl who married to a kaukasian guy and they look really love each other...

i wish that moment will also come to me... :)

i believe one day i will....

god tells us to have a faith to what you are dreaming about, then it will be come true