stupid diary

farewell party!!

2007-12-13T17:50:00.000+07:00

i just had my farewell party at my 'becoming' old company
tried my best not to drop a tear

this is my best experience, my first company i workwith, my third division i learnwith
wonderful friends i met, what a great memory!!

i love you guys!
and i also had my second farewell gift!!! *giggle

i'll post the snaps tomorrow, bye everyone!

H-4

2007-12-10T18:50:00.000+07:00

H-4 to my resignation day...

im going to have my first brief from my new boss on next friday
he said 70 projects are waiting for me* whew! what numbers
but, that's fine...im so eager to learn something new

btw, im a very big fanatic of SURI CRUISE ...let me show you her new snap
if i had a baby oneday, i wish she will be look as cute as suri is

girl in red clothes

dad's favorite daughter

first farewell gift

2007-12-08T12:56:00.000+07:00

i never thought that this would be my very last week in my 'becoming' old company
after servicing four and half year, i finally decided move from this lovely environment...
i hope, this would not be the best place that i ever had
im wishing i could have another encoraging and tranquility place that i will find in my future life and carrier

hiksss...i got my first farewell gift, and this is a book *yaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!!!
a book that i was going to buy
title is 're-code your change DNA' wrote by Rheinald Khasali
yuhuuuuuuuuuuuuu....i dont need to spend money to buy that book
im so happy, im so flattered and im so honored
thank you mas rengga for knowing exactly what i want to have

frankly speaking, im bit scared with my new company...
difference of culture, habit and thought makes me keep rethinking about moving in :((

im trully scared with this movement
i dont know whether this is good or bad for me and my carrier
but....who knows...you will never know if you never have a gut to take the risk

God...help me through this all...
and for you all who reads my blog, wish me luck ok!!

i gotta go!!im waiting for my other gift *giggle ;))

a story about my brother

2007-12-06T10:52:00.000+07:00

sorry, could not up date the blog for a day.* act like everyone reads my blog :))
i couldnot do anything because i had asthma yesterday...

i wanna share a bit about my family
i have 2 families in my life, one is my original family and other is my stepmom family
we dont talk much, but i have 2 great stepbrothers

the first one, her name is Lia and the other is Hari

let me tell you story about Hari....

he's 32 years old, his weight is about 160 kilos, his tall is 175 cms...umm...*im only guessing :D

when he was 20, he worked for one of biggest telco company in america
he flew from indonesia, taiwan to oklahoma...he got everything on his hand
after 3-6 years working there, he got wealthy life, a promising carrier and also a beautiful wife
until one day got a really bad news...the company he workwith found some crisis and afterwas...
this is where his wealthy life ended...

he might never learned how to manage his money or ... too many sisters and a greedy mom & dad who put their life on his pocket, finally he bangkrupt.

he got nothing to sell, no gold, no deposito, no vehicle, no business,no money and the last time i met him, he did not even have a grain to cook
his children and wife have not eaten for 3 days, i really wanna cry to hear that
his family starts starving and guess what!! no one of my stepmom family who would even see him, neither my family :(
i feel bad for what happened to him...

im wishing i can end this destitute life...

God, you are the only one who can give us light in every darkness of life and now im begging you, please save him, his family and his newbabybirth

jealous

2007-12-04T17:37:00.000+07:00

have you ever feel jealous and joy in the same time to a person you never know before??
well just did...i opened one of blog in wordpress

guess what i found? blog of an asian girl who married to a kaukasian guy and they look really love each other...

i wish that moment will also come to me... :)

i believe one day i will....

god tells us to have a faith to what you are dreaming about, then it will be come true

his name is j

2007-12-04T15:04:00.000+07:00

wondering who's that guy?? ;))

he's not really perfect physically, but if you know him better you will be so in love with his manner.

i can list 10,000 things that i like about him, hehehe....
you can say i'm totally crazy about him.

too desperate & pathetic, i cried one week long after he left this country :D

this is pathetic :(

im wishing i could meet him again, someday, oneday, when i've become a woman of his dream